Shiver

Barely even Friday and I'm thinking I am already having the worst week yet. It's almost the half of June, and I still could not believe how fast things are happening for me. This is what makes me upset every time. I need time. I.just.need.more.time. But, reality bites. I have to accept and just make the most out of it. Let me just tell you the truth--- I've always been the girl who's in a long distance relationship with the ones I love deeply. Even breaks my heart more now that I have actually said it. Anyway, first, my best friend and I got separated once again after the Super Typhoon Yolanda happened. She,her son and Ate Denise (my best friend's older sister) was rescued by their mom and was brought back to the States till they figure things out. A few months later they decided to relocate. Of course, they needed a good environment for Matty and for them to be able to live a peaceful life especially after Yolanda. Today, they are now living in Baguio City. I don't exactly know why but when I asked my best friend why they chose Baguio, she just said they love the weather there. Haha! So, if you're wondering, yes. We have not seen each other since November last year so everything for us is all electronic. Exchanging of calls, texts, but at least we're in the same time zone na! :) So, second, I can't believe summer is officially over!!! This summer by far was the longest that I've ever been with with my boyfriend. Like normal couples, we have arguments too. Just like how he was leaving from time to time (Cebu,Manila,Boracay,Cebu) Truth be told, I have always been the clingy-needy-kind-of-girlfriend. I've never liked the thought of him leaving without me. I guess being in a long distance relationship puts that effect on me. So much for my differences! Lol. While I was checking my calendar yesterday I thought we still had 2 weeks left till he leaves for Manila again. But when I checked the dates..... I was hella mad! We only had 1 week and a few days left! I was in denial for a few hours. But then it suddenly hit me, I just had to make a list of things I want to do before he goes back. So many things I want to do, so little time. But I have always believed in the saying, "All good things come to those who wait" and "If things are bound to happen, it will happen at the right place and at the right time." So, as my first blogpost after two years ends, I just want to greet everyone Good night and thanks for taking time to read.<3 more to come, I promise! 

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